The Sad Clown

it is funny isn't it?
all those times
i tried to push you away
or the times i ran away
i tried so hard to "break free"
to find a way to lose you
your love

it is funny isn't it?
how i lost you by loving you

these tears are not cried from the clown in the corner
this ocean of sadness comes from the heart of the one who tried to love you

the clown misses you though
but he knows
he knows

he knows life is balance
and the scales have tipped
all the love he wasted in years gone by
couldn't even out the love you no longer have for him

the clown misses you though
and i guess i will forever