and once again i drift away
it is this cold recess of the early winter chill
that floats down from the northern regions
giving me an all to familiar sense of unfathomable horror
to know that within the seemingly tranquil night air lurks those unnameable creatures
those takers of breath who stop at nothing in an attempt to consume the very fire of my existence
i am alone in this fight
i stand with every tendon stiffened
to the point of intolerable pain
poised for the next onslaught of terror
the depths of which can know no description
the whole of my being braced for
another swirling decent into hellish madness
another battle with the hideous beasts
of a world that is driven by grotesque misery
the hollow sound of bells shake the very foundation
of the tower in which they reside
sending tremors of dread along my once rigid spine
as the bringers of chaos are unleashed
they descend upon my sanity without remorse
ripping at my mental state with a lustful vengeance
i can not win this fight, the fiends of nothingness
extinguish my life-force
leaving my soul
a mere portion for the foxes of the netherworld
and once again the sunlight greets me
I think this may go back as far as 2003-2004? The things you see when you have un-diagnosed Apnea and been without REM sleep in months....
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