Sunday, December 23, 2018

A Closer Walk with Past and Destiny in the Valley of the Lion and the Lamb

i've danced and sang with sinners in the rain
and i've knelt with saints in the arms of pain
the rain washed the stains of sin much faster than the bruises on my knees ever went away

the hanging church
in the righteous sky
lofty in grandeur
we reach for salvation
we reach for redemption
we reach for identity
unable to know ourselves behind the mask of ceremony or beyond the pomp of allusion

the sinners never forget the life i lived in the warmth of the sun
the saints never remember the sacrifice of life undone
the sun forgave me for the sin of living in the shadow of my temptations much faster than the sacrifice i offered in the name of shame

we reach for salvation
in the cloudless sky
we reach for redemption
in the tears we cry
the hanging church
offers identity
if we cover ourselves in the robes of ceremony that creates the illusion of purity in the fear of eternity

the sinners embrace my humanity in the wake of the evil i
the saints shun my frailty in the birth the doubting i
in my breast pocket the receipt from the sinners for penance paid
in my wallet a writ of attachment from the saints for debts due

a man can walk with sinners
and be saved by grace
a man can walk with saints
and be burdened by guilt
the choice is clouded by endless litigation of who was wrong and who was once right in the courtroom of darkness and light
the verdict weighs heavy when the judge instructs the jury to consider the path of a man who has a past to be read and a future to write

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