Wednesday, January 29, 2025

ARPEGGIO

tomorrow could whisper in the ear of reason would the lies of yesterday cripple the monster in the eyes of passion

it is the rhythm of dreams to slow burn our blessings

it is the cycle of dysfunction to invert our perversions 

swing this world into a conundrum of unborn fate and secret me away to another body in a reality that listens to the song of inner hell and chaos 

infinity i now grasp

silent beauty in this twisted painting of a man gone insane

THE BEST PART OF WAKING UP IS NOT KNOWING WHAT I PUT IN YOUR MIND’S CUP (YOU CAN'T WRITE THIS SHIT- BECAUSE ONLY I UNDERSTAND IT)

is nowhere now here no where if you feel it everywhere in here hidden from the silence of a touch remembered in the final seconds of a symptomatic reaction 


cue the fucking symphony bitches- I AM ALIVE


crazy eyes seeing visions of the parasite in the hollow of the night are crying now without the mind recognizing the phantoms that chase today round the action 


cue the fucking symphony bitches- I AM BEYOND

Thursday, January 23, 2025

ODE TO THE STONE THAT KILLS

 i will break

i will shatter into pieces uncountable

i will stumble

i will stagger through time immeasurable


the distance becomes the man and the man consumes the distance in this struggle to evolve into a cascading tide of essence


i will heal

i will mend these infinite shards of me

i will rise

i will resurrect in the finite dawn


but i will never bend to this evil cast upon this world

i will never bow to a crown worn by a jackal in a liars disguise

INSIDE THE UNICORNS DREAM- A MAGICAL OCEAN OF BALDERDASH

oh fuck, i forgot to pee

the words fell from her mouth with all the grace of a ten car pile up in an underwater car park


has anyone really ever left for vacation and forgot to turn the oven off?

he wondered aloud at the exact moment and entire cul-de-sac vanished in a household appliance fireball


give this laughter spiraling in my verbal architecture a hole in the sky of madness to fly through

take these rivers of riddles pooling in the psyche of my forgotten tears and seal them in the tomb of oblivion


for i would give anything for you to see the real me

see me

see me


he said see me pee while she was remembering to turn the oven on

and they had sex in the basement of firehouse eleven 

A MATHEMATICAL HYPOTHETICAL IN A FANTASY

 hidden in the echo of an out of control scream the whole world was possessed by the ghost of the obscene and i drank the nectar until i was intoxicated

in the morning i run into the future of a stolen moment- the chaos of this time and i can't help but falling into you

the worship of this breath can consume the next if we remain unfinished in this chamber of ideas i am unfolding


echo of a thought

of a glimpse

an instance of insistence

out of mind

of a winter in hell- controlling the scream


possession of the intoxicated obscene


in this i dream

YES, THEY WERE INDEED GREAT AND SO GLORIOUSLY GOLDEN

 burning

oh sweet flame you consume me

flashing your brilliance into the vortex of my soul


this dreamer has color that explodes


somewhere

in there

hides

the

warm embrace of an old familiar disguise


burning

oh sweet flame you consume me

the decadence of my soul ignites the flash


this explosion is the dream

MODULATION AT THE EDGE OF BREAK UP (A NAUGHTY GUITAR POEM)

 i could feel you reverberating my tremolo

almost univibe inside you

but that in phase would be overdriven and flanged

swallowed by your chorus

my distortion now compressed by your slapback

Fragile: Do Not Drop

i was thinking of you but not quite in the normal sense (boxes) inside each of us is a place for quiet things like gardens of simp...